I don't. I'm in disbelief at how the bottom still loved the top after all that ra** and SA and all that trauma. Every character except the bottom sucks a**. Every. Character.

@Slay FR 😭

@Slay   you still whinging?! Go read fairy-blöödy-tales willya??!!

@Slay   you still whinging?! Go read fairy-blöödy-tales willya??!!

agreed. I'm lazy to create an account so i just wanted to write a review here cuz i agree. The writing is all over the place, and despite people saying how realistic i kinda disagree, the mc did not show any emotions whatsoever even the attempted suicide was just talked about in a light manner. 
The "male lead" (and yes i put it in quotations because he does not feel like a romantic interest to the mc ) is one the most horrible ml ive ever had the misfortune of reading about. He treated the mc horribly, he's terrible at communicating and is straight. Yes. Your typical straight guy that does not like to be called bi even tho he's attracted to the same gender. That's the most annoying and unrealistic part for me. Sexuality is fluid yes, but the writing in this case is just off and borderline homophobic/biphobic, the sudden interest in the mc makes no sense. Not to mention them having 000 chemistry. It was really hard to read i only kept reading to see if the story was going in the direction i thought it was: straight boring ass**** ml, gay mc who cant help but fall for him despite knowing he's straight... 
I thought that it would be interesting as it deals with realistic topics of coming out and gay lifestyle, but it does a horrible job at that it was still your typical yaoi. 
I know people will dislike  because g** forbid you critique a manhwa lol but this is just MY opinion.